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When I Am Away

by Eric Lawrence North

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1.
When I am away I feel you, I hear you When I hear a phrase of a song Something you would sing I hear you, I feel you I hear you, I love you I love you Stopping to refuel My muse, she calls on her commute Tells me she’s awake and ok Counting down the days And sleepless nights So wound up tight The engine’s on Changing stations It’s the aftermath of a late disaster Voices calm and sure, dissecting motives Hope she’s watching it like me Sharing something, anything Oh my home is all I see Oh my love is all I need She’s all in and in-between My love Oh my home is all I see And my love is all I need She’s all in and in-between My love Now a change of view The countryside So green and bright I’ll see you tonight Remembering fights You were right most of the time A long red light Change the station It’s an old white man With speculations Give me soul or motown I’m in the mood For wine and roses Hope she’s watching it like me Sharing something, anything Oh my home is all I see Oh my love is all I need She’s all in and in-between My love Oh my home is all I see And my love is all I need She’s all in and in-between My love
2.
Back To Me 03:06
Do not fear For I am here Don’t lose hope On a shaky slope Reach the top Before the dawn And know my love Will cheer you on True love flies A banner high And holds no wrongs Against the day From mountain tops To valleys low To Semper Fi To the winds that blow Here’s to the ropes That hold my love Here’s to your guides And the skies above Here’s to the God Of the land and sea Bring my baby On back to me
3.
Please 05:09
I don’t need a whole lot I’ve been drinking from The Well, all night Ain’t no need to try hard to forget my hurt I know it’s role, I know there’s strength in pain There’s a tie that binds us And it keeps me on the ground, at home They can’t pull the ends out All the saints before me knew it well A to Z All of my heart I saw a man hugging broken knees I saw queen die upon her seat I saw a soldier learning how to weep In a lonely field I’ve seen the freedom of a prisoner cell I love the silence of a dark motel Morning’s coming and I’m on my knees Finding out how to say Please How that path is winding Crooked roots and rocks to wit It’s a lonesome road We’ve been wounded so long Streams of blood fall through the falls, fallen leaves They can call it deadly They can call it what they want, It’s fine But my well is so deep And it sustains my weary soul, alright A to Z All of my heart I saw a man hugging broken knees I saw queen die upon her seat I saw a soldier learning how to weep In a lonely field I’ve seen the freedom of a prisoner cell I love the silence of a dark motel Morning’s coming and I’m on my knees Finding out how to say Please
4.
Washed Out 04:39
When I was younger I stood by the sea I walked into the waves they captured me When I looked up I saw the sky grown black Great clouds of lightning pushing daylight back I saw my mother standing on the shore My father swimming out to rescue me But I ain’t afraid as the waves grow tall I’ll take a beating as the white wash falls Sharp eyes and flapping tongues are hissing at me I left the frying pan I’m in the flame That brood of vipers snapping hatred at me I tell you now you’ll see a sea of pain You can abuse me if you’re so inclined I’ve fought the raging sea and made him mine And just like the water boil me away And I’m back in a thunderhead the very next day
5.
Crying Shame 03:36
Knowing sounds simple So easy like the breeze Pull out the ends of The tie that binds Tugging and loosen Our fragile little lives What a crying shame What a crying shame Knowing sounds simple So easy like the breeze Pull out the ends of The tie that binds So do you love me I know So do you love me I love you I will be the last to go Differences between us flow And water us to rise and grow Don’t put it off Don’t run away Not today Not today What a crying shame What a crying shame When we bear the name
6.
Love and time and thunder Threaten the canyon deep Where as a naked traveler I tried to find some sleep Shadows crest the mesa Under clouds of rain And the flood will cut this canyon And catch me in this cave I feel the terror of wide open spaces And all of the walls of these wild places I can’t climb and I can’t divide The danger and love of your good graces Lightning strikes the flatlands A tornado’s on the plain The math that shapes this chaos Is tangled up with pain And if the river passes And if I’m left here alive Then the hand that shapes the canyons It wants me to survive I feel the terror of wide open spaces And all of the walls of these wild places I can’t climb and I can’t divide The danger and love of your good graces
7.
Whisper 05:23
I been getting on Clock hands at night And calendars arranged I’m fitting shoes Talk by the day And sleep at night, sometimes The sun will rise I’ll run to wakeup all the Duldrums of the night My people come I listen close You whisper wisdom through their words So much to know I feel insane Caught in the vines Looking for the sharpest edge Some pinch to keep the blood flowing again You tell me love There's no measurements or deadlines here It's freedom in the purest of its form Your kingdom come You say its here But its economy divorces me from them I want so bad to speak and know Tear down the curtains of the show Bring them my life Give up your own The mechanics of it shuffle in my soul It’s necessary but oh so seriously tough It’s light is flickering, oh It’s such a mystery, no? I've been afraid Of losing time Swirling thoughts of disconnect Some kindred soul to humanize this shame But I can say When darkness settles in my mind No loneliness is strange enough for you So whisper to me in a sweet warm embrace Soothe this quivering I won't quit this race
8.
I’m in the water Wading in knee-deep You’re on the shoreline Wrapped in a blanket too thin Isn’t it something How solace is holy Isn’t it something How dark it gets out here Yesterday’s rainfall has dried up already And we’ve been called missing By those in the city Isn’t it something How solace is holy Isn’t it something How dark it gets out here Come lead me outward Oh pillar of fire To where the dawn Is blazing with power Isn’t it something How solace is holy Isn’t it something How bright it gets out here
9.
Hosea 03:12
She rode out on me, He said After a shout and a cry and I don't know why She ran out on me, He said After a kiss and a lie and another goodbye She is gone again, they said Up and out and in another bed She ran away again, they said What's in his heart and she's stuck in his head I love you still, I always will, Come on home with your head down low I love you still, I always will, Come on home from those hearts of stone She ran out on us my son Talk to your mother, no longer my wife She ran out on us he said Can I block her in and leave her lonely life She is gone again, they said After her lovers, and worse than before She ran away again, but she says, “Where are my lovers, and where can I go?” I love you still, I always will, Come on home with your head down low I love you still, I always will, Come on home from those hearts of stone
10.
You cannot cannot sway me I've been washed in the beams Cut through the glass in the window Landing on this pile of old things You cannot cannot sway me I've seen the attic of your house Cracked baby doll's crazy eyes Cat's crooked toy mouse You cannot cannot sway me I saw your pile of photographs Old lovers' dead brothers' scratch records On the phonograph You cannot cannot sedate me Four chairs round the table Call your kids to dinner Lock the horses in the stable You cannot cannot sway me I've been washed in the beams Closed doors send lovers away But I'm your servant, I won't be swayed You cannot cannot sway me I've been washed in the beams
11.
Wallace Stegner: "I want to speak for the wilderness idea as something that has helped form our character and that has certainly shaped our history as a people. If we drive the few remaining members of the wild species into zoos or to extinction; if we permit the last virgin forests to be turned into comic books and plastic cigarette cases; Without any remaining wilderness we are committed wholly, without chance for even momentary reflection and rest, to a headlong drive into our technological termite-life, if we pollute the last clear air and dirty the last clean streams and push our paved roads through the last of the silence, something will have gone out of us as a people if we ever let the remaining wilderness be destroyed; and where the little but intensely important human being is exposed to the five directions of the thirty-six winds, is a positive consolation. It’s a lovely and terrible wilderness, such as wilderness as Christ and the prophets went out into. It’s a lovely and terrible wilderness. Calling Out Endlessly Calling Out Your Name Without any remaining wilderness we are committed wholly, without chance for even momentary reflection and rest, to a headlong drive into our technological termite-life, The Brave new world of a completely man-controlled environment; if we pollute the last clear air and dirty the last clean streams and push our paved roads through the last of the silence, so that never again will Americans be free in their own country from the noise, the exhausts, the stinks of human and automotive waste. And so that never again can we have the chance to see ourselves single, separate, vertical and individual in the world, part of the environment of trees and rocks and soil, brother to the other animals, part of the natural world and competent to belong in it. A part of the Geography of Hope Calling Out Endlessly Calling Out Your Name A part of the Geography of Hope

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Eric Lawrence North's first full-length album. Recorded and produced in Atlanta, GA.

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released January 1, 2017

Cover art by Chris Berry. All rights reserved.

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